I AM 18 I am black, atheist, depressed and erm, lesbianic with an inherent fear of boredom. I can do anything, right?
I know that I'm smart, funny, "pretty", a calming influence. Yet I'm full of so many fuck-ups its hard to believe that sometimes. I'm a true bibliophile, :) My feelings on the future changes every day - fear, w00tness, confusion, blank Sometimes I'm in recovery, sometimes I'm actively trying to destroy myself and no one can stop me... My life is just one long story, like everyone else's.
I live with my Dad and my brother, but I'm rainy strange old Manchester where, just maybe, my real life will begin.
Oh, and I'm gifted. Apparently. I don't know. That doesn't sit well with me. Read this blog and find out why.