"Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent." -Eleanor Roosevelt
WARNING: May be insolent/honest/*triggering
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Today has been rocky and windy. The driveway has been completely dug up but the builder we're entrusting to make into paved goodness has run off with £800 of our money and me and Dad don't know if we're going to see him again! So all we can do is wait. I've had the day off college today and managed to recharge my batteries as I battle homework derailed by my Moment of Madness in November and then some political homework essays...so I got bored and took a quiz and -
You Are Sunshine
Soothing and calmYou are often held up by others as the idealBut too much of you, and they'll get burned You are best known for: your warmth Your dominant state: connecting
I AM 18 I am black, atheist, depressed and erm, lesbianic with an inherent fear of boredom. I can do anything, right?
I know that I'm smart, funny, "pretty", a calming influence. Yet I'm full of so many fuck-ups its hard to believe that sometimes. I'm a true bibliophile, :) My feelings on the future changes every day - fear, w00tness, confusion, blank Sometimes I'm in recovery, sometimes I'm actively trying to destroy myself and no one can stop me... My life is just one long story, like everyone else's.
I live with my Dad and my brother, but I'm rainy strange old Manchester where, just maybe, my real life will begin.
Oh, and I'm gifted. Apparently. I don't know. That doesn't sit well with me. Read this blog and find out why.