Like doing nothing nothing nothing nothing. I only got up 4 hours ago, watched Hollyoaks ominbus. I just wanna cut. I can't think of anything else, so I might sleep, but thats where SG(scissor god) is. I've tried giving it to Ria, but I can't do that right now. Too stressed. Too jumpy, like a spider. I found cobwebs last night behind the wardrobe and I just FREAKED out. Spraying this spider death spray everywhere, and I was just lying really still on the duvet, inhaling all the chemicals. I was scared spiders would be crawling all over me, and I started scratching again. Eventually the chemicals were giving me a headache so I opened a window. Didn't sleep much, but I slept well and I feel like sleeping again. In fact, I'll do that right now. Cheerio.
http://www.schoogle.com - Slash. Don't ask, I felt like inserting a hyperlink. I'm such a technophobe I can't even get links to other blogs on my side panel. I'm feeling really pathetic right now. I'm going to sleep.
About Me
- Serialangel
- London/Manchester, England, United Kingdom
- I AM 18 I am black, atheist, depressed and erm, lesbianic with an inherent fear of boredom. I can do anything, right? I know that I'm smart, funny, "pretty", a calming influence. Yet I'm full of so many fuck-ups its hard to believe that sometimes. I'm a true bibliophile, :) My feelings on the future changes every day - fear, w00tness, confusion, blank Sometimes I'm in recovery, sometimes I'm actively trying to destroy myself and no one can stop me... My life is just one long story, like everyone else's. I live with my Dad and my brother, but I'm rainy strange old Manchester where, just maybe, my real life will begin. Oh, and I'm gifted. Apparently. I don't know. That doesn't sit well with me. Read this blog and find out why.
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